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{August 26, 2006}   Self Esteem

There are many people in this world, who have every little, or a very low self esteem. Some have none. I always find it personal and very saddening to hear/read about people who have taken this lack of self-belief to the extreme. However, not all people see it this badly, and some people are mature about it.

It’s nice to read when people have made the right choice, no matter how bad they feel. When something as trivial as a girl is getting to them, they decide not to flip out and decide that it’s the worst thing to happen to anyone. Ever. They decide that it’s just in that moment that they can sleep on it and they’ll get better.

I don’t often let low self-esteem get to me. When I do it’s usually for a reason. But it’s always nice to be cheered up. When you’re feeling inadequate, in comparison to “the competition”.

It’s nice to know that someone will take that small moment out of their day to say something nice to you, to make you smile, to make you laugh, or to make you think. I think that this is a special trait, which only some people show. I, and I say this in all honesty, am not one of those people. Sure I’ll say something nice to someone. But it won’t be anyone; it will be someone who I really care about, or someone who I want to get better. If it’s someone I don’t know, I’ll say it, but I might not mean it. This makes me a very selfish person at heart, and I know it. I think I’ll try to change that.

So, How are you all today? Honestly.

Something Corporate – Only Ashes


{August 19, 2006}   Blog the first.

Well, wordpress looked pretty good. Saw it over at the blog of Bram.

So I guess I’ll start with what happened in my life recently. Nothing great, that’s for sure. Read the rest of this entry »

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